Yesterday, things got too much. I ended up crying my eyes out in frustration (a number of times… Every time I thought I was fine, it hit again). A blank mind interspersed with 1,000,000 miles a minute thoughts and stressors, and no way to stop any of them long enough to focus me. A supervisorContinue reading “Meltdown Hangover”
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Hindsight
It’s coming up to a year since I got the confirmation that I’m autistic. It feels like a lot longer, but I’ve also had such a varying degree of emotions through it all. Confusion, fear, acceptance, realisation, pride, confidence… I think the worst part is, most of those were at the same time. While it’sContinue reading “Hindsight”
Sunday morning scribbles.
I can see Barry has been very busy with posting! *waves* Hi, Barry! I, however, am unsure how to articulate things just yet. Especially on a Sunday morning at 6am. I’m no stranger to the blogging game, but the autism game? That’s a whole new world for me, whilst being a world I’m completely familiarContinue reading “Sunday morning scribbles.”
Diagnosis.
How could no-one notice A puzzle piece like me? With all my weird habits And pedantic intricacies. How could no-one spot The colours in my soul? My heart was on my sleeve Weather worn but it was whole Why was I the only one Who understood my world? With my eyes I could see SecretsContinue reading “Diagnosis.”